Suicide comes into my mind, a lot. I just want to kill myself half the day. I used to cut myself , but I stopped I got over that. But everytime I see a sharp object I flinch of something. I do plenty of drugs , meth , pot, triple c's , anything. Pills ? I'll pop them, liquids ? il inject them. I don't know how to stop. Please tell me ways to stop this .
^^^ I most definatley agree. I used to do all that except for the drugs. hehe I kinda do those now buht I mean... I used to and sometimes I still do feel like committing suicide. Buht when I was deep into the depression, it used to be all that was on my mind ndd I would literally come home from school, go straight to my room and tear my arms up. but when I actually saw a family member attempt suicide it really opened my eyes to everything and it made me realize that life is hard buht its worth sticking it out because of everyone who would miss me and I wouldnt want my family to find me looking like that. I just came to realize that life is worth so much more than that . and thats wuht I think of everytime those thoughts come to my mind. so I mean, I think maybe you should talk to someone buht im also here if you need me . xoxo -jaimie
I used to be like this, but I didnt do drugs. I took an over dose and then threw up so much and made myself sick because reality hit me. now I have a completely different view on things. I believe you have to hit rock bottom to realise everything. so try as hard as possible to hit rock bottom, get rid of anything good in your life, then you have so much more respect for things.
you have to talk to someone, a professional. it may be scary but there is easy accessible help (bound to confidentiality) hope you get it sorted out and hope this was kinda useful) =D you just have to find a way to be content with yourself.
