Do you think that I might have GAD?

I think you should talk to a doctor about it. and tell your parents that it isnt a joke, and if they take it lightly, then they are risking a lot with you. its not easy having these problems. I know how you feel. I’ve been hospitalized more times than I can count for trying to kill myself and it all leads back to the anxitey and ocd. it takes a tole on you. and sometimes you just cant take it. I dont want you to get to that point, if you havent already. they cant blow it off, and they NEED to listen to you because what you have to say matters. it really does. as for anyone dealing with this. it does matter. you have to deal with things on a daily basis a lot of people dont. speak your mind about it. who cares if other people will judge, because its not said to be normal. but who ever had the right to say what was normal anyways. im everything BUT normal. im gay, im athiest, I have depresssion, ocd, anxiety, trichotillomania, and yes they are HARD to deal with, but you know what im happy. I have a happy life. I have friends, family, my girlfriend, and I get to be here , living everyday. and im happy just for that alone. some people will read this and be like, she just said shes tried to kill herself, but honestly, with the state of mind people like us are constantly in, its unevitable for that to happen. its the disorder that takes control, that makes us do things and think the way we do. but im happy, because even tho I have to carry all that I do with me every single day, at least I get to be here, and have a life and live. just because I dont have a picture perfect life and im not a picture perfect person doesnt mean my life isnt fullfilling. YOU need to speak your mind, let people know, let your family know, say you know what I DO have this problem. if you ignore it then your just to weak to FACE it. but I’ve faced it and I plan to get help with it so I can control it and have a life. once you get it off your chest, once you get help, im telling you, its a weight lifted off your shoulders. sure you still have to deal with it, but life will mean so much more when you can say, yes I have this, but im still here, and im lucky im here. I know how hard it is. but THINK POSITIVE. because its never to late to change things and get the life you want even having a problem like this. trust me. the problem doesnt make the person, and it doesnt set what your life has to be like. cause I have all that you think im unhappy, no. im not an unhappy person. and you dont have to be unhappy, and you dont deserve to be unhappy. everyone should be able to go threw life, the way they want to and for who they really are. excepting everything about who they are. you need to do that, and your family needs to accept it. then you can really being to see change.