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I'm a girl... Wanting to be a boy?

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I'm almost 20. Never been in a relationship. Never wanted be in one anyway. But Lately my fascination for women just hit me when I met up wit my best childhood friend who I hadnt seen for a long time, 6 years. When it was time to say goodbye I kissed her, knowing it will be the last time I see her. She didn't mind it.
It was a month later I realized how weak i really was inside and out and Started wishing I was a man. A big strong nonemotional man. I crave strength,power, dominance and everything that my own father wasn't around enough to provide for me.
Male role models on tv,in real life, anywhere I see them I try to mimic them... I don't want to be a weak emotional wallflower ..