Why can't i seem to control the way i feel anymore, where i feel both happy and upset in that of 10 minutes...?

I went through stuff very similar to that before, and my arms are full of scars as a result of it. I found that finding someone i trust helped me a lot, I could go to them for comfort and when things got bad i could always run to them. I started keeping a journal to vent out my anger and my feelings, sometimes i wrote letters(angry) letters to the people who hurt me in that journal, of course i never gave it to them but it gave me some sort of satisfaction. I also went to therapy and it really helped me sort things out about mysef ad my life. Do not be ashamed to go, it really does help, thers no shame in wanting to figure things out, and make your life better, we all deserve to be happy.

I went through stuff very similar to that before, and my arms are full of scars as a result of it. I found that finding someone i trust helped me a lot, I could go to them for comfort and when things got bad i could always run to them. I started keeping a journal to vent out my anger and my feelings, sometimes i wrote letters(angry) letters to the people who hurt me in that journal, of course i never gave it to them but it gave me some sort of satisfaction. I also went to therapy and it really helped me sort things out about mysef ad my life. Do not be ashamed to go, it really does help, thers no shame in wanting to figure things out, and make your life better, we all deserve to be happy.

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I went through stuff very similar to that before, and my arms are full of scars as a result of it. I found that finding someone i trust helped me a lot, I could go to them for comfort and when things got bad i could always run to them. I started keeping a journal to vent out my anger and my feelings, sometimes i wrote letters(angry) letters to the people who hurt me in that journal, of course i never gave it to them but it gave me some sort of satisfaction. I also went to therapy and it really helped me sort things out about mysef ad my life. Do not be ashamed to go, it really does help, thers no shame in wanting to figure things out, and make your life better, we all deserve to be happy.

I went through stuff very similar to that before, and my arms are full of scars as a result of it. I found that finding someone i trust helped me a lot, I could go to them for comfort and when things got bad i could always run to them. I started keeping a journal to vent out my anger and my feelings, sometimes i wrote letters(angry) letters to the people who hurt me in that journal, of course i never gave it to them but it gave me some sort of satisfaction. I also went to therapy and it really helped me sort things out about mysef ad my life. Do not be ashamed to go, it really does help, thers no shame in wanting to figure things out, and make your life better, we all deserve to be happy.

I went through stuff very similar to that before, and my arms are full of scars as a result of it. I found that finding someone i trust helped me a lot, I could go to them for comfort and when things got bad i could always run to them. I started keeping a journal to vent out my anger and my feelings, sometimes i wrote letters(angry) letters to the people who hurt me in that journal, of course i never gave it to them but it gave me some sort of satisfaction. I also went to therapy and it really helped me sort things out about mysef ad my life. Do not be ashamed to go, it really does help, thers no shame in wanting to figure things out, and make your life better, we all deserve to be happy.

I went through stuff very similar to that before, and my arms are full of scars as a result of it. I found that finding someone i trust helped me a lot, I could go to them for comfort and when things got bad i could always run to them. I started keeping a journal to vent out my anger and my feelings, sometimes i wrote letters(angry) letters to the people who hurt me in that journal, of course i never gave it to them but it gave me some sort of satisfaction. I also went to therapy and it really helped me sort things out about mysef ad my life. Do not be ashamed to go, it really does help, thers no shame in wanting to figure things out, and make your life better, we all deserve to be happy.

You are being forced to face more than anyone your age should have to.

Being moody and on an emotional is part of being a teenager. On top of the usually hormonal roller-coaster you have far more things going on than anyone your age has the experience or perspective to deal with.

Please find someone professional to talk to.

I went through stuff very similar to that before, and my arms are full of scars as a result of it. I found that finding someone i trust helped me a lot, I could go to them for comfort and when things got bad i could always run to them. I started keeping a journal to vent out my anger and my feelings, sometimes i wrote letters(angry) letters to the people who hurt me in that journal, of course i never gave it to them but it gave me some sort of satisfaction. I also went to therapy and it really helped me sort things out about mysef ad my life. Do not be ashamed to go, it really does help, thers no shame in wanting to figure things out, and make your life better, we all deserve to be happy.

I went through stuff very similar to that before, and my arms are full of scars as a result of it. I found that finding someone i trust helped me a lot, I could go to them for comfort and when things got bad i could always run to them. I started keeping a journal to vent out my anger and my feelings, sometimes i wrote letters(angry) letters to the people who hurt me in that journal, of course i never gave it to them but it gave me some sort of satisfaction. I also went to therapy and it really helped me sort things out about mysef ad my life. Do not be ashamed to go, it really does help, thers no shame in wanting to figure things out, and make your life better, we all deserve to be happy.

You need to talk to a counselor about all of this. What your going through is hard, but know that many young people can pull themselves out of these situations and live a happy life if they seek the help they need.