Why cant I cope with out him.?

Im 16 I feel like I cant go on in life I don’t want to go on in life anymore all I want to do is end my life I think its the only way out for me I don’t feel like calling the suicide hotline.. I just feel like dying I just lost my boyfriend about 1 week ago and he was the love of my life. I promised him I would kill my self to if he killed him self.. and I didn’t! he hung himself I think I should go do that to. if he can do it why cant I? there is no life without him I cant move on I cant cope..Im running out of breath im crying over here. I just miss him deeply.I wish someone would talk to me . I cant talk to my parents cause they never liked my boyfriend and they think im stupid for liking him. I cant talk to my friends cause they are on my parents side. please help. I don’t know what do I’m sick of cutting my self.. im sick of listening to music I m just lost.

Answer #1

YOu need to talk to someone and not be alone. This was really hard for you and seeing someone that you love die is really hard.

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