Could I really just not go back to my perents ever again?

I’m scared, it’s getting close to a year know that I have been in foster care, and they switched me little ago to live with my anty. A couple of days ago I everyone had a meeting and really it seems like things are going worse, I was honest when they told me to be, they told me it would be better, and so I told the truth about everything and I did as they said and nothing was worked out, now they think I should not return home at all, they want to switch the visits with my perents supervised and they want to stop my dad from provinding transportation to and from school all together, and they even want to change me to a new home. I really am tired of this, truth is I’m ready to go home, I have told them this over and over again, and I have told them I don’t care that we work in the house, like with family theraphy and stuff, I just want to go home. My GAL does not want to get me home, in match they are having a hearing or something and that’s when they are going to make the final disition weather I get to go home or not, and I’m scared. Chances don’t look good, but I have told them over and over again that I want to go home, could they not send me home even when I know I’m going to be ok at home, and want to go? Is there anathing I can do now to help this, so I can go home? Thanks for reading, I know it’s long.