I'm just saying that people expect certain things of me because of my sexuality and like, if I want to do something out of the ordinary they sort of judge, and that effects me and makes me not want to do it. For example, if I wanted to play football. They'd be like "Queers can't play football!!!" So I wouldn't play football. I could have ended up being an amazing football player but I'd never know. I wasn't saying I'm a bad person for being g@y, I meant that I could amount to much more if I wasn't sort of restricted by my sexuality :P if that made sense like, at all. I'm a bit tired : \
Yeah, it stopped when I was 11. At that time, I got serious about making something of my life by losing weight(I was 110lb. at 4'8" =FAT) and dreaming to be in the Marines. It was also the pain from people I called my 'friends' who were just as mean as my dad. Back then, I had poor self-esteem and there was never really a family bonding between my mom and dad, especially my dad so that kind of led to bad choices. Though, in some odd way, I'm actually thankful because I see the world differently and I have more self reliance now, unlike back then.
To me I do not regret anything, any decision I have ever made, any thing I have ever done, any stupid mistake, any bad choice I would never want to have choosen a different path then the one I took. The choices that I made, created the person I am today and I like the person I am today, the mistakes I made make me different from everyone else, they gave me a story to tell. For me regreting something is pointless why waste you life worring about the past when there is only so little time ahead of you.
Probably stand up for myself when I was getting beaten by my dad until I was 11 and stand up to my 'friends' who used me.
I wish I could take those back, but alas, the world doesn't work that way. I now live with physical and mental scars from those times. If it was the same situation back then, I would definitely change the outcome.
I think that the I regret nothing statement is so short sighted. If u regret it means u would not do it again knowing what u do now. Nothing about sadness or moarning in the definition. If u ha to repeat a car accident you ran from and got caught would u still run. Idt so
i could have done a lot better in middle school-thankfully I can start over in high school =) and I would have opened up more-I am so shy when meeting new people =( but I decided to open up more-join teams and clubs and saying "hi!" a lot more =) can't back down now!=)
it made sence.... a lot actually...... but if i were in your situation i wouldnt let my sexuality get in my way of anything i would want to do..... if they say anything about it or call you names dont let it get to you bc life is too short.... :)
I would like to retake my recent maths paper.. because I have written the wrong answer on the paper that has to be summited as a result i falied by one mark. If I wasnt careless, if i was able to open my eyes bigger then i wouldnt have failed:(
Talk to my crush a lot earlier than I actually did. I waited until the end of the school year so I didn't get to know him that well before the summer, and he doesn't have a phone. Not talking to him sooner is the biggest regret of my life! :(
Yeah, it really can. If it's done too soon, I think it turns into lust... I should have waited longer and made a stronger mental connection with him. Now 75% of our relationship is physical..
I would have been born straight instead of g@y cuz I hate the fact that people expect certain things of me that they wouldn't if I was straight. I feel like I could be a much better person.
probably payed more attention and actually tried in school so i could have got into uni a lot easier and started my career a lot quicker.
I think sex can definately ruin a relationship because that's all she wanted me for after did and she then cheated twice
Not wasted so much time on the streets....it's was a great education, but I could have straightened out sooner.
When I was a kid, I should've said something to my mom before she left. But I didn't and I regret it big time.
In all honesty i'm unbelievably happy, i wouldn't change anything for fear my present state wouldn't occur.
My dad abused me too!=( I am so sorry all the pain he caused you...but it's over now =)..hopefully.
yea i kno what u mean my relationship is also mostly physical.. i hate it cuz it is my fault!
Nothing, everything that has happened in the past has made me the person I am today.
not wasting my life wen i was little with all little problems that didnt even matter
i was 16 aswell. She broke my heart and now sex isn't a big deal to me and I hate it
I made it to 20... but I feel like I could have dated him a little longer lol
i would have cut off any connection with my dad from as young as i could
i wouldnt have been so shy around taylor (a guy that kinda liked me)
Haha, thanks :P but I sort of care a lot about what people think :3
I would've waited a while longer to lose my virginity.
I'd like to have stayed away from hurtful people :)
Never braking up with my awesome now ex-boyfriend
theres nothing wrong with being g@y.....
me 16... lol i wish iwoulda waited more
Open my eyes a bit more about things.
haha you sound just likke me!! lol
i dont think u wana know.. jk..jk
But I digress I regret losing it
halleleuya to that!! : )
well i tried lol.... :)
Amen LOL same here
Aw I'm sorry :(
Same here =(
my 1st kiss