Mine is, my parent's death.. And darkness...
Socializing with people. When I'm with people I am very uncomfortable inside but I have to fake it and pretend that I am enjoying myself. That's very stressful to maintain for an extended time and it drains me. So the scary part is that in the past trying to have control over this "acting normal" has triggered noticeable panic attacks and I have to remove myself from the situation and leave. So now my only real human interactions are close family members.
My biggest fear would also be my parents, or anyone close to me, dying. I can't picture my life without the people who are closest to me. It's hard to accept the fact that death is inevitable. Another one of my fears is hating college as much as I hate high school. I know hate is a strong word, but whatever. I'm really hoping college will be a great experience. I also fear not finding "the one".
prescription medicine, walking where there are tall grass, mirrors, getting a unplanned pregnantcy, closed doors, getting killed, losing people i care about, big dogs, being traped, driving on a bridge, thunder and black outs, spiders, wasps, not able to support myself, disease and cancer, and blood.
being utterly alone in a deep and dark hole with no light but of that of wich leaks through from the top of the hole with no one to talk to. Knowing that you will die sad and alone................ wow even i thought that was pretty dark. i think i scare myself alittle bit.
My actual biggest fear, is putting my face under the shower.. Its weird, I know.. But it scares the hell out of me, I start to panic thinking I am downing and then just break down and start crying.. Its horrible, so I have to wash my face in the sink instead (-_-)
Dentists, losing my mom, having one of my sisters being kidnapped, someone breaking in the house while I'm babysitting, something happening to my dog roxy.
Fear of: spiders, ghosts, burgalers, murders, rapist, child molesters, and when I walk outside in the dark.. The people that I assume that follow me.
Sinners dying without Christ and going to hell.
spiders roaches brown recluses scary movies apart from zombie moviess
Lightening storms, being locked in somewhere that I know I can't get out and lastly one of my kids dieing before me
I am deathly afraid of heights and elevators. I HATE,HATE,HATE glass elevators
I do that too, but I don't cry. I just panic & shake a lot. :l
Spiders ewww the word even gives me the heebie jeebies
O.O those things scare me too.. :(
Doing something and failing at it.
I scare myself sometimes too.. Dx