Yesterday was terrible! My mum "beat me up" if you want to call it that.
She said to me that I have a terrible attitude,
"I don't couldn't give two f*cks about anything" - quote.
Shes gunna kick me out of the house(she did for a night, last night)
Ring the police on me.
I'm a disappointment, a failure.
Blah blah blah.
Loads more thats too personal I don't want to say.
She pulled me up from the sofa by my hair
Slammed me against the wall and held me up by my neck
Pushed me onto the stairs, I fell on my knee (hurt like a b*tch) and then pulled my hair again, a bunch of hair actually came out.
I'm coverred in bruices and cuts today.
I woke up to her kissing my forehead crying...
Would you consider that child abuse?
She doesn't know everything I've been through.
Rape and other sexual abuse.
I suffer from depression and I have an eating disorder (she knows about the e.d though)
I'm not saying I've been through hell. Because I know a lot of people have been through worse. Thats why I always put a smile on because I think people think I am over reating.
Shes not normally like abusive.
She hit me when I was little once.
Shes quit smoking so shes abbit... Yanno
Why she was so angry was because she found weed, cigarettes and alcohol in my room
Also my e.d (bulimia) she found me being sick.
She said she was going to kick me out of the house because of that. I've stopped it all thuough.
Not much else to say I guess. But would you call that child abuse???
Thanks so much for reading. Sorry its so long.
It's definitely abuse on your mother's part.
What she found in your bedroom shouldn't cause her to make such a big deal about why you're the way you are. She has no right to kick you out of the house. I think you two should sit down and discuss both of your matters and come to some agreement.
I'm so sorry that this had to happen. If your mother touches you again, call the police and report her. That's not right! I think you two should also seek help since you have the eating disorder and depression and such. They have help lines for depression and they also have centers for eating disorders as well. Your mother definitely needs help to cope with you and all you have. She should also seek counseling to stop abusing you.
I can tell you, I had my share of abuse while I lived with my parents but, my mother never went overboard such as what your mother would do. My mother would basicly slap me across the face, or, hit me on the head with a soup ladle. But, she never slammed me against the wall, or did much of pulling my hair. I mean, she did some of that, but, not take chunks of hair out.
So, your mother and mine have similar situations but, the only difference, my mother never abused me for alcohol or depression which I don't do drugs or any of that but, she abused me because of my disability which I have a visual impairment and been blind since birth. I do have a computer that talks.
Then, I was not only abused because of that, but, everytime my sister made fun of me, I would always have to hit her. Of course my mother hit me back since she spoils my sister good. I don't know if that happens to you besides the reasons of abusing you for the eating disorder or depression, but, your mother really needs allot of help.
So, just hang in there, and if she goes through with kicking you out of the house, see if you could live with another relative.
Good luck, and I sure you two could talk things through and seek help.
It is and no matter what she found she should not lay a hand on you. However you have to respect her house and yourself, what she found in your bedroom and what you were doing are all big deals, you need to take care of yourself and straighten up. She may feel like she failed you because of what you are doing, The both of you need to sit down and talk about both of your behavior. Neither on of you are in the right. Please step up to the plate and make a change for yourself, it is vicious cyle to live in.
sort off, perants get wound up but there is way worse cases of it. If your mum does it again though ide get help.Maybe she just got wound up a bit, you know its a shock to find out something like that about your child. My friend has a eating disorder too she is Bulemic. We are telling her dad about it though tmoz and im dead scared. You should have told your mum stuff like that because she could have helped you quit but I do see were your coming from. wish you the best xxxLaura
Your mother loves you so much and I think she was so dissapointed in what she found in your room.I know she was really sad on how she punished you ,but find room to forgive her. I hope she wont repeat that again.Darling life is too short to waste time holding a grudge on anyone and also remember to make peace with your past so it wont spoil the present. All the best
That is definetely abuse to a high degree. You should call the police and get her taken away for this. Then, go live with a friend or relative.
yes that is definitely abuse