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I have just gotten into a realationship, it's not your average realationship. Its a darker and more deeper realationship I have told him I'm a few years older than my real age ,I'm scared of telling him my age, my real age. He is older than me, for the moment we will call him m. M and I have known each other for a while now, over the internet. He has opened the doors to a whole new world for me, the world of punishment and being his "submissive" I'm a lot younger than m is by a lot I mean 13 years younger. I don't want to loose him for that lie but when I told it I didn't think that he was serious about this punishment and me being submissive thing. What my question is , is why do I like it am I supposed to like an older guy that wants to punish me when I get things wrong? Is there something wrong with this realationship? I am underage I don't want him to know this, I'm scared of him rejecting me because of it.. Please help Xxx