why do I feel a need to go against every one who likes me

Some people don’t believe that they have aright to be loved. Some people don’t love themselves and think that others shouldn’t love them either. Until you look really hard at the relationship that you have with yourself I don’t think you’ll truly understand why you do this.

You said it yourself: “he could do better than me as a girl friend “ Your sentence says in other words that you don’t beleive you are worthy of him. You don’t believe in your self worth. He does and he loves you and this drives you crazy because since you can’t love yourself, you think he shouldn’t love you either.

I think you’re mad at him because even though you tried to make him go away, he stuck around and still wants to stick around. You’re mad at him because he is proving you wrong. He is sticking around despite what you think or do and saying that you are worth loving, you are a great person, so great in fact that he is willing to stick around a long time maybe even a life time.

You owe yourself o be good to yourself, to see your achievements, to praise you’re good saides, your talents and mostly forgive yourself for the errors or failures. No one is perfect, everyone is unique and we all deserve some love.