What do I do when my mom doesn't love me anymore?

no dont let her, TRUST me… she’ll just get mad. it sounds like she has an underlying problem, and shes just looking for someone to blame. Face it, it always feels better when you blame someone for your problems, to take the blame off of urself. its just that its usually aimed at your boss, that person who did this, or the person who did that. your just a scapegoat, and your mother needs help. and sweety, cutting yourself is bad. really bad. I know it lets the stress out, it feels pretty good… but the scars stay there forever. yah, its good to b reminded of the power you have, but not when your old and decreped or want to go to church, or go swimming, or wear a short sleeved shirt even. I know EXACTLY how you feel. dont let it get to u. I do martial arts… or did martial arts, that is until it was recently taken away from me for sending too many txts(even tho I have unltd txt) it was 200 in a week lol…but anyways, what I did to excape the phisical pain(where you cant do anything cause theyre practicing a technique and trying to get you to tap out-hapkido-) was to mentally excape to the forest. I have this big green forest in my mind that is sooo peaceful, and there is no pain. I freed myself from my body and went there. for emotional pain, I went to a cave made entirely out of ice (ever c fightclub, the movie?) and there I would picture myself hugging a penguin. I’ve always wanted to hug a pengin… anyways, when I go there, I feel nothing, no anger (I have serious anger issues, so feeling no anger is big) no pain. the penguin cares about me and if I need to cry, he is there for me. sometimes this is replaced with a polar bear with me in a big cave that I dug in the deep snow. its very peaceful. if im sad, I think about what would make me the happiest. my boyfriend proposing to me. I imagine him proposing to me in winter, in boston, on a park bench. I put my hands to my face and make that oh my god face, and we stand up and I jump up and hug him. he says im taking that as a yes. and it ends like that. find a different way to free youself from pain.

yeah just leave this up on your home comter one day and leave the room she’ll see it lol. I’m srry girl but you can’t let that crap get to you, your strong, you have artistic ability. so do I, I’m going to college for it, so tell her that haha.it’ll get better and if it doesn’t shit run away live with another family member

I know how you feel my mom does the same thing and its even worse now but what I do is I dont care what she says I just ignore it and if she makes me talk to her I just listen , talk calmly and think really hard about what I say … I still get hit and stuff but this may help you

Yes! I do know how its like! well… not me but my cousin knows and is even badder than that but the thing is meaby let her read this and she will find out how you feel or just talk to her siriusly!!

I know what you mean…All my life was a torture..my mom always was beating me for everything I did..she once tried to kill me but lucky my uncle was there,after my father left us and her stupid boyfriend came in our familly has started new and more big problems..hes a drunker he all day drunk and lost our money on casino..so from so much dramas and fights I got bad sick..I have asthma now:(and Im worry I have and cancer but I won’t tell this to nobody..all this drama mades me lonely I dont have much friends and I stay all day in my room crying..it’s not a good idea to let your mom see this.Try to ignore her and if she hits you hit her back and then run.Nobody it’s perfect so she should not say to others that your fat or something,she should look first at her then to talk!I wish you goodluck and remember what I told you Im 13 turning on 14 but my friends real life said that Im acting like an adult…Bye:-*