What do I do my mom hate's me?

well I see a lot of people’s parents supposibley hate them.well I understand,I think my mom hate’s me.she’ll get mad or yell at me for almost anything.she is really cheap!every penny counts for her.she yells at me even when my friends are here.yes she hits me rarley but she still does it.I tend to want to cut myself but keep myself from not except for that one time she got me mad so much I did.but luckily she never found out.I just asked her for the 1 dollar eyeline on the phone when she was at walmart and all she said is no you lost my other eyeliner so im not buying you one she always uses lame excuses like that so she wont have to buy anything and the sad part is that I have my own checks that I get every month for child support and shes the one that decides what I spend it on!and guess what I never get anything.my friends brothers birthday was a couple of days ago and I wanted to buy him the 50 dollar ipod with my check but she said no and I ended up having to get the 25 dollar mp4 for him and at the party when he opened his present it was ambarrasing.there’s times when I just wanna kill myself because of her she calls me stoupid bitch but in spanish and stuff and I gave her a dollar for the eyeliner so shell stop complaining about how she spent a dollar then she said get away!and guess what she still hasnt gaven me the eyeliner!my dad was just in jail acouple of days ago but he’s biopolar so I can’t go to him for anything anyway I’m not even supposed to have any contact at all with him.I’ve tooken school counseling like 2 times but I feel domb after so I don’t know what to do with my horrible mom!she yells at me every chance she gets to.do you think maybe metapause?she’s around that age.