Who here has felt so alone because they felt so ugly that they wanted to die but yet to afraid to go through with suicide, and I can some tips to get out of this frame of mind. It will help
I know how that feels. I was always telling myself things like that and putting myself down. Sometimes I still do, I use to cut and do drugs. It was pretty stupid of me. If it wasn't for my good friends and the love of my life I don't think I'd be alive very long. My advice to you is find things that make you feel good. Find good friends that you can talk to, will listen, and try to help you. Listen to relaxing happy tunes, music is a window to the heart. Find something that'll make you laugh or smile. If something, a environment, or people make you feel that way don't pay attention to it. Just go away from it to some where you feel good. If you can't do that pretend its all a nightmare, and remember if one day it feels lke the world hates you just ask yourself, Am I too sexy?? :) lol a friend told me that, I hope you use it.
I know how you feel! I was like that in the spring after my girlfriend leftme...I felt so bad because the kids in my class always said I was ugly...and the people I had I couldent trust because they werent really my friends...I just went with the flow stopped talking to people and forgot about them and just ploayed video games and went into yahoo chatrooms and cursed people out allday because I was angry inside but then eventully I got over it...you will start to not care eventully...trust me I went through it...more than once!
I feel the same... I used to pop pills.. cut myself (not deep enough to kill myself but only to release my emotions with a different pain, dont do it) I hated myself... I still dont feel pretty but I learned to love me for who I am no matter what I look like..
I've been there sometimes I still am... but eh oh well
I'm in the same boat as that =[