Proud Neglection - newest song

I know I haven’t written a song in a month but this I just came up with

Pushed around the house multiple times forced to do things not in my league You see the pain that I go through trying to get it done you just don’t care for my needs Hurt me emotionally and physically trash talking me every time I speak a word Forbidding me to do things outside of the house makes me more distant than you want Get me out of this rat hole before I do something I won’t regret

Somuchneglectusedtoitall I just want to die! (3x)

Looking into my own death every day I take a step in this house-like-jail Nothing on my wrists but it feels like they watch my every move I look so pale Pushed down forced to pull myself back up but so fuking weak they know I am They just don’t give a sht what condition I’m in yet they still torture me to the brick It’s so much pain - so much suffering I do - yet I’m feeling like a prisoner!

Somuchneglectusedtoitall I just want to die! (4x)

(12 sec. light percussion solo)

You can kill me - I want the fuk out of this shi**y life! Kill me and get it over with (I don’t give a sht anymore!)

Looking into my death so early - I just can’t take the daily pain I am in everyday (3x) It’s just to much neglection yet I’m proud cause soon I will end it Look in my eyes and tell me what you see - nothing but PAIN AND SUFFERING! You just don’t care - you never cared - let me out or I’ll do it myself For the first time in life - I’m proud to be NEGLECTED! (medium pitched scream 5 sec)

Proud - Neglection (4x monster)

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