What should I do. I was about to breakup with my best friend that I know for 17 years date him for 10 months. first because I felt that it wasn't gonna work.he was married and he made me believe that nothing was going to work between him and his wife. then because of my good heart he broke my heart anyway since he had the feeling that I was on my way to give up on him.. Now I believe that he feels strong I feel weak. I had sex with him that day, he left and never come back, never call no emails. for 4 weeks. I feel so low and desperate. I kept asking what did he found on me or in my house or what did I do. questions after questions everyday. did he went back to his wife? I would never in my life go out with a married man, but it did happen because of my kind heart. I thought he was telling me the truth since I know him for 17 years. by saying he was lonely and single, he don't have a life I felt sorry for him. also promised me to have a life with me.. How's that? uh. my main problem is why didn't I leave him first before he left me. He was using me. Betrayed by your own best friend??? that really makes me feel rejected and low.
Well it sounds to me that your just bummed out you didnt break his heart 1st. Obviously he felt like it was ending like you did so he just happened to mention it 1st and break it off. This is what you wanted anyway, i dont know why you would have sex with him, but its obviously this guy doesnt want you back, so start moving on, forget him, and start living your life and having fun without him.
Obviously he must have been a good friend in the past, but people change. I agree with Locoluna, just do your best to forget about him and move you. You didn't do anything wrong, and should really understand that you are better than him, and you can do alot better.