Well my life is becoming pretty messed up. In the past month or so I have been through a lot. I had only one person who would help me but he sort of experimented with things that he shouldn't have today. Now it's hard to trust him because who knows what he's been doing. I have gone through so much. You can read it in a question called "My world is breaking down" and I'm really worried for my friend. My world literally is crumbling and I have no control of it what so ever.
You DO have control of YOUR life and choices - I hope you don't go down the dead-end road of drugs - if you're truly his friend, you'll help him get out or you can just watch.
I'm not judging him, I just don't like seeing him like this