Is it normal, or bad/wrong, to feel sad and lonely all the time, an

you know what! we are THE SAME!! I feel what you feel, it seems like you are my reflection because almost all of what you’ve written is also ME! It’s just normal I think, because you are not alone. There are lot’s of people feels the same as you do, count me in. -_-“

I haven’t have a boyfriend too, never kissed a guy, but I have lot’s of friends and yeah from different groups too. I even call myself nomadic because, I don’t have permanent habitat (group as I categorize it)…

well, you know what I did? I left myself alone in my room. I meditate, I ask myself what’s the problem, why am I being like this, though I haven’t been like what I am right now. Then I felt there is something missing. LOVE is the answer.. And when I say LOVE its not only love to your opposite sex, but love within yourself, love from your friends, love of your parents and most specially, your spiritual being.

Believe me, I’m not that religious but I found this book given by my brothers girlfriend. It is a book titled, God’s inspirational book…or something forgot the right title sorry -_-“ Anyway, the book says that at time like this you should take time for your spiritual being, you should ask for Jesus’s help and trust me you’ll find the answer for what you are looking for, for that missing piece of your heart. And I also think that you should change a lifestyle, if you think it will help you. DO THE THINGS YOU HAVEN’T DONE BEFORE for a change but also don’t loose your descipline with. Try to face your fears and you’ll see the difference. As for me, I try to volunteer on some hospital, helping other people whom I barely even know. I go to some places where there are lots of nature. And really feels good. I hope you understand what I’m saying Another thing, don’t self pity, by this you may feel low self-confidence.

Now, I am single but happy because I have Jesus in my heart. Jesus = Love