How to want to go to school

Well… I am now in grade 11 and since mid grade nine I have not been going to school regularly at all. I skip all the time or I just dont wake up and go. It is now becoming a big big problem and when I say I dont go I meant it has been about 60 days in the 2nd semester and I’ve missed anywhere between 20-30 days of class per class. I dont know whats wrong with my I know it is stressing my mom out shes tried to make me go, threats and eveything, smame with my boyfriend and my friends. I have gotten into a really bad habi t that I cant break out of and no matter how much icare about ho w much its hurting everyoine improtnant to me I just can bring mysel f to going, its not anxiety or social issues life is fine and im popular in my school. Its just a feeling of being trapped I cant go for a full 4 periods per day… I always think omg I still have another 2 or 3 or however man why classes I have left in a da why to go to and I just go home. And if im there for a full day I ge t home and just think that was such a long day I cant do that for another time. I failed 2 classes last semester and last year I failed 3 in my second semester. It is just gettto be too much and I just nee d to start going more but I cant breing myself to it. Has anyone ever bee and in this postion and if so can you pleaaase help me or give me advice as to how I put myself in such a mindset that I will go. Nothjing is working, its been 2 years and I just hate it! Please any comments or advice would be much appreciated!