Funadvice Logo

How can I stay in the top?

Home More advice Education & School

Hello. Recently I have try to study already. However, I encounter some obstacles.

I used to be good in maths. But now, I am not good at all. Not even so-so. Last year, when I see maths, I will straight away volunteer to do extras. This year, I'll try to run away from it. I tried to do. But whenever I try, I am just staring blankly at the paper.

In less than 1 month I am having my school exams. Though it is not as important as the national exams ( which I am going to take this october) , but I am afraid about my position. I cant bare to see myself not getting top. Maybe I am too greedy. But I hope you guys understand my feelings.

Sometimes I just wish that I never got top before. Because once I got top, I'll keep wanting to get top. And I guess this is why I always have more stresses than others. =/