eg paranoia and sh!tbagness but like for free or something ? sorry its pretty vivid
Most developed countries have places that will do low cost mental health care or on a sliding scale (basically it depends on how much you earn). The only problem that you might run into is your age. I have no idea what the laws are where you come from. Call up any sort of hospital that has a mental health care facility, explain your situation and ask for numbers. They're your best resource. There will be therapists who do things pro bono, there will be health care facilities that do things on a sliding scale, and there are training universities that sometimes have low pay clinics.
talk to your school councilor if you are still in school. if not there are normally groups you can attend that dont cost money you could be part of.
Where I live, if you have insurance, (especially people under 18)...you can go to any counselor, or psychiatrist free of charge.
school guidence officer, or councelar, or youth at risk center? x goodluck
Where do you live ?
Scotland