Ex boyfriend

Around the end of november, I asked a boy called Andrew out. I’d liked him for 3 months and I’d just got over my ex boyfriend Robert and finally had the guts to ask Andrew out. he said yes and we had a really fun time. But I only saw him at gang show and after gang show finished I didn’t see him again. Finally, although it broke my heart, I broke up with him because he wasnt making the effort. I was upset, but didn’t really have much time to think about it. In january, my ex Robert asked me back out and I said yes, we’re still going out now. But, around the middle of february, I started having dreams about Andrew. And I suddenly realised that I wasn’t over him, not by far. As the nights went by, the dreams got more vivid and I became distant with Robert. I tried my hardest to get over Andrew, but I still dream about him nearly every night. I’m losing sleep over this, because im scared of sleeping incase I dream about him. Everytime I dream about him, it feels like im betraying Robert. I know I cant help what I dream about, but now im lucky if I get 3 hours of sleep a night. It’s affecting my everyday life, im now too tired to go out with my friends (but I go out anyways to make them happy) and I’ve got bags under my eyes. Im always tired, and apparently im always in a bad mood. I’ve tried talking to my friends about this, one of them says I should break up with Robert and go with Andrew, but I know that she really likes Robert, so I don’t know if she’s saying this so she can get Robert. I am seriously at the end of my tether now. Robert suspects nothing, he just thinks it’s hormones. Half of me really wants to get over Andrew and concentrate on Robert. Half of my wants to break up with Robert and go with Andrew. Im in contact with Andrew, we text occasionaly. I so badly want to see him again, it hurts to think about it but it’s something I need to do. None of my friends understand why I need to find him, I need someone to understand that I just have to find him. it may not do me any good, but every day I miss him more and more and it’s killing me, I just have to see him again Any advice? Please? zoe xxx