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why am I having thoughts about death?

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I might be depressed I have no idea and I did self harm(7 months cut free) but I've never contemplated the thought of suicide and even less attempting, I just love life too much to do that but lately i've been having thoughts such as what if's. What if I got into an accident and died? what if I died? what would people in school say? what if I got stabbed and died? would anyone care? what would people who know me or saw me on regular basis think? stuff like that. Once again, I would NEVER actually go ahead and commit suicide other wise my books would never get published and I wouldn't see legend of korra finished but I just don't get why I'm having these thoughts.