I hate him, its not just a small thing anymore. after years of constant incidents that would happen, i finally had it with him and i realized i will always hate him. nothing can fix it or even do a little bit of repair anymore. I've tried before and it ended up making the situation worse. i know for a fact that i will never feel anything other then complete hatred towards him. i hate him to a point where if he died right now, i would be so happy, that a burden in my life would be gone.
we're both in highschool and i wont be going to college till next year. how should i deal with him till then?
I'm thinking of just ignoring him and cutting him off from my life.
It is perfectly normal for some siblings to detest each other so what you are feeling is not unusual except the deep hatred part. As you and your brother are still students and living under the same roof with your parents, I suggest try to put up with it as once you finish high school, find a job, develop a relationship with someone and make your own friends, removing your brother from your life will be easier. Unfortunately, we can select our friends but we cannot select our family members. Once you become an adult, you can do whatever you want, if you wish to have nothing to do with your brother, that is fine, it is your decision and you have your own reasons as to why you cannot stand him. Your decision not to interact with your brother in the future will hurt your parents dearly, but at the end of the day, the most important person in your life is you. If not seeing your brother makes you happy, then that is the path you should take.
thank you for the great advice