Commitment problem!

I had the EXACT problem like 2 years ago. I loved getting drunk (even if I was sober) making out with a lot of different boys and doing things with them, I loved the thrill of a different hot guy each time. and testing out the waters every weekend. the thought of them being all of over me and kissing me just made me feel so good. I would go crazy every weekend and get a bunch of guys different numbers and flirt with numerous guys. and the thought of being in a serious relationship scared me cause I couldn’t do things with other guys. eventually I met I boy I really liked we started dating and we ended up falling in love and I cheated on him once, and he forgave me. then I realized that love is loving that person doing anything for them and wanting to be with them everyday, and that me cheating on him was cause I was scared of commitment, and that in the back of my head I though “oh eventually whe’ll break up for some reason and ill just find another guy.” I grew up and I needed to and realized if I want love I need to be commited and faithful; and that im not single anymore and that being with a bunch of different guys in the end didn’t make me all that happy, at the moment it did, but I really thought about it and I wanted a boy who I could trust, share things with, cry with, and spend every day with and do things together and I didn’t want to loose him cause he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. cause everyone deserves love and my boyfriend deserves the girl he loves to be faithful, and I want to be faithful. hope I helped(: