I have not been emotionally stable lately. I started self harm and fasting. I was so excited for my first ever concert and now I'm crying I don't want to go because I can't find a good stupid outfit. I've been crying myself to sleep for months now, and I've been up every night at like 2-4 from my wrist being in pain (Idk what is wrong with it) gahh:(
Look, my diagnosis... You've got a really bad case of being 16. Fortunately it's curable but it'll take about 2 to 4 years of steady minute passing treatment. Trust me kid it gets better, and for the love of Christ stop cutting yourself... when I was 16 seemed 3 out of 5 of girls I met cut or had cut themselves in there teens... they all grew out of it so I'm not terribly worried seems like a bit of a stupid hobbie to me...but hey what do I know? maybe it feels intensely pleasurable!! No? Ok still stupid then. Plus how do you plan on being better without first going through tough times?
Hang in there, go to your concert turn your head off and jive with the music. No one cares what your wearing... The quicker you realize the vanity in impressing people the happier you'll be.
Awww sweetie please dont do those things, maybe start a journal, or is there someone you can talk to about your feelings? My daughter started cutting herself and I now have her in counseling, it seems to be helping. You can always FM me if you ever wanna talk :-)
I'm sorry you've been feeling like this lately :/ has something happened to trigger this? Need someone to talk to?
Oh, and eat something goddamnit!