Am I In Denial or Psychic?

Ok so

“I am starting to think everything he said must have been a lie if he could get over me so quick.”

This is been happening a lot between me and my g/f. We have broke up several times. Longest brake is been half year. She is always been the first one who contacts me again. Every time, I think. Ok so, you could maybe give a quick analyze from this and say the same about me than your saying about him. She thinks like you think too. But I have never lied my feelings for her, though almost always when we are having a brake up, for any reason. Those times I usually have denied my love because she have not usually believed I love her because she says I can brake up so easy etc. long stories lol. Anyway, I don´t know why I do that. Maybe it´s my frustration for her not to believing. And I have not wanted to, or should I say dared to take a contact to her after brake ups, because I think she might still be angry, no matter who was to blame about the last brake up. But always when she have contacted me, we have had a talk over and finally gotten back together. I do love this girl. But ofcourse people are different.

“He has told me not to contact him and is so hostile but we didn’t even really have a fight - just needed to part as he couldn’t provide full commitment.”

If he is acting very hostile towards you it might either be that he´s just angry because you bugger him (and his new g/f?) or that he still cares about you a lot, but is angry about something what have happened between you two (and maybe wishing if it would just go away and everything could be like it was in the beginning. I sometime had this feeling, because my girl did something… but that´s another story, I forgave her.

When we were not together and she always says I should try to find someone else nearer. Because we live about 8000km from each other ^^ and have never met in RL… I never told her that. Even when I told her that, there was times I didn´t mean it. But I just wanted her to be happy if she couldn´t be that with me.

So while we were not together, there was some girls I was interested in, but I didn´t even kept their hand or nothing. So I guess they took it like a friend and I guess friend it eventually was lol.

“He is a lot older and has a terrible history and track record and bad depression and has cheated on a girl before.”

Ok this does not sound good. But even though, my girl has also done this once. She was angry. It was like the second month we were knewn each other. She didn´t believe we could make it because so much miles between us and also other things. Which you could find out from my love story with her :)

http://www.funadvice.com/q/5_years_and_still_dreaming

Anyway, she was very sorry about that and that she had no feelings for him, just wanted to try how it would feel with me, because this guy same height and quite same all the way.

Maybe you should try a straight question: “Do you still love me?” from him. It went for me and my shut downed heart. Even though I didn`t admit it right away: It eventually opened my heart and feel the love again. Hope you all the best what ever happens. Would be nice to hear how everything turns out.