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Do you think I'm affected by the seasons?

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So this is kinda strange and personal as well. I love the fall and winter, hate the spring and summer. However, for the past 3 years I've felt depressed every fall and winter? Maybe a bit during the other seasons too but not as badly. I cut myself for the first time in around 10 months just last week. I feel the urge to do it more often. It used to make me feel calm but the other day when I did it I think I felt happy? I'm not quite sure what the deal is... I'm not even sure if I am or was depressed at the time. Also, during the fall and I think the winter, I sometimes have to carry around my inhaler, sometimes the air seems kinda thick. I was given the inhaler for a heart problem I had 2 years ago, and have held on to it since. Any advice other then going to a doctor or counselor would be appreciated, thanks.