Why am I acting like this?

I agree with the person that commented before me. Thats why your doing it but it seems like you want to stop so I hope this advice helps.. You need to let it go and forgive yourself. I did the same thing. Believe me. haha. And it wasnt because I still liked him it was because I was not able to forgive myself so I went crazy (so to speak). The bastard that broke your heart took enough, dont let him factor into your life (because of him your treating other guys like shi*) because he isnt worth anything. Maybe think things through, take a break, find yourself, slow down. Maybe stop breaking hearts haha but you know what after awhile it gets better. You forget bout him (as much as you can) and you move on. Look forward to that. I hope that helps… Good luck. P.S I think its a good thing that you arent having any boyfriends, I wasnt wise enough to make that decision because I went from relationships to relationships. That was a very good decision, which is why I think you’ll be just right and this is just a phase =]