i am wondering why i live what should i live for im so so so sad now and idk anymore what i am here for i am praying and nothing happens and i do whats told yet i get nothing in return well its life i guess and its fine if i dont end up with nothing but i wish i new why me why im i here?
I used to ask myself that question many times over. There is a reason you are hear there is a plan for you. I have learned to go with the flow of life instead of tring to make it my way I follow the path life takes me. I quite looking at what was wrong with my life and what I didn't have and started looking for ways to help others. Giving to others gave my life purpose.
Please think good thoughts, you control your mind not the other way around.
8 weeks ago I had heart failure, I was on life support for two days. Believe me when i tell you there is a reason for each and everyone of God's children.
For starters your hear to make someone, possible a total stranger smile . everyone has sad moments in life I inherited clinical depression and suffered from it for a while. Till I looked around and found out life wasn't that bad. . . put this in the back of your mind " It's not about me but what I can do for others, big or small what can I do. It's about others." and remember in the mind of others you are the others. Life is what you make it even if it's not what you planned.
i thought we live for ourseleves.. but what if someone alternated ur path?? and u just dont' know how to go around, and still reach to ur goal?? i thought i have ambition, passionate of life.. but same to u, i don't know how to live anymore ... but i know praying doesn't mean anything.. if u have time to pray, i wish u pull urself together and get something done.. unless ... ... unless , just like me, i dont want to know what will happen...
We ALL have life's hilltops and valleys - He is with us in both - your prayer answer may not be 'no', it may be 'not yet'....you are in my thoughts and prayers !