KK I know this really isnt a quetsion its just that I need to vent idnt know my life is totally going down the drain it went frm being so good to beign so bad so fast. School suks my grades are getting wrse and wrse. Im still in love with my ex but she thinks I've hurt her to much and want even talk to me anymore. My soccer team is garbage. I have a swim meet coming up and im not as fast as I should be. Guitar is my only real passion right now and im not even that good cause I've been playing for like 3 months. mY wrkout plan is all msessesd up and I feel I have no motivation. I love music. im a dreamer. Reality suks though. I also love sports but im so inconsistent one day il play really good the next really bad. I just have nthing in my life to keep me going. I cant open up to anyone anymore and everyday things get wrse and wrse. just what the hell should I do?
Make a bucket list. thats when you write down all the things you want to do before you die. I know it sounds stupid, trust me it will make life more worth while. scrue your ex, her lost, and dedicate yourself to what you love to do. and trust me, life gets better when schools over, cause then your free to do watever you want. im only 14 (15 in 2 months) so I wouldnt really know what its like bein out of scool, but just think about it. im pratically failing scool too, and the only thing im good at is I dont even know. good luck <3
you might be depressed. hang on there. cheer up. there's always something good left in your life. maybe you could speak to a therapist or a trusted friend. sometimes, when we are like really really down we feel that everything else is falling apart. but when you overcome the problems, I think its liberating like, hey, I survived that shit and I'm gonna survive whatever's thrown at me.
hmmm well you culd start talkin 2 sumone bout it because you mite be going thro depression because I know sumone that went thro depression and was threatinin to commit suicide and well I hope it helps because I know and loved sumone who went thro the same thing. . . =L
You could run away and join a circus. Just saying... the options there.