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I been seening that I been changing. before I was focus on Making a better life for myself. but now it just seem like am forgetting about all that and taking a wrong turn. ( seriously). before I was more focus on school and trying to move to a better community. but now it seem like I should stay where am at now. and just live my life on these Violence streets. I mean trying to get some good jobs offer is hard work. there are ton of other way I can get some good cash in my pocket where am at right now ( I might do some jail time tho :O). ya probably going to say I shouldn't just go with the flow. but this life style is seeming more and more temping to me. before I didn't like it but now am getting to like it more and more. the baggy clothes and violence and so much more. is just becoming more temping. I mean what the point of life if you can't enjoy it. I can probably stay here and become one of the biggest People here. or I can go off and live a hard fancy life. there a lot of pro and cons on both side. if I go with the flowz ill probably end up staying here. if I don't I won't...what ya think I should do?
What I'm getting from this is that you want to live a dangerous life where the authorities are constantly hunting you down. All for the sake of living a ''good'' life the easy way. If the lifestyle is so tempting, research what happens to the people that live that lifestyle and you can see for yourself how grand it actually is. You can have an enjoyable life without putting it at risk, if you think that by being a threat to people and being violent and/or causing violence is enjoyable I would seriously consider changing that train of thought. If you think about it for a minute, if you do finish your school time you have a better chance at getting the job you want. Not to mention that this lifestyle is crime-free. Then you can move out of your neighborhood and move to a more relaxed place. Resorting to something that you know is bad is never the answer. I strongly advise you to finish school and make the right choice.
If your changing then commit yourself to improving your personality. Stick to school, the life your leaning towards is only going to cause you problems. Just because the lifestyle your choosing gives you a lot of cash doesn't necessarily mean that cash is ''clean''. I personally would much rather earn clean cash than to earn cash stained crime. I hope you make the right choice though, honestly I hope you do.
Let me add to hysterical's statement. Going with the flow where you're at...with all the violence and crime...could easily be VERY short lived...death and prison.
Going the other way, leaves you with choices. Living a good life, doing the right things, making the most of what you have, opens up many sideroads on your life travel. You CAN wear what you want, do what you want, BE who your truly are... when you're living a straight life...all choices. There are no choices in prison...and I'm sure you realize there are no choices when you're dead...
If you're sitting on the fence about which way to go...then give yourself a chance to go the honest way first...you gotta wanna...and keep in mind, by going THAT way first, you always have the CHOICE to go back if you want. If you go the other way, you won't have a chance to choose.
CHOICE IS FREEDOM!!!
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Well I suggest you go away from the flow for a while and then you can truly compare what lifestyle you like better. Travel! Get out in the world and see places and people you never could have imagined! :)
life sucks thats all I gonna say!!!
