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What am I to do? I can't bear to see my mother?

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I've missed about 20 days of school, faliling all my classes because I've been in and out of Facilities and dealing with suicidal thoughts blah blah.

Today I had a panic attack in the morning and I told my mother I didn't want to go to school.

She became upset and was the most violent she had been since I slapped her at the age of 2.

Now the idea of seeing her makes me sick, how can I avoid her if I live with her?

So far so good, I've slept all day, but I am going to have to see her eventually, and right now I don't know why, but I can't talk. My mother hates that and I get in trouble, so help?