Well my life is falling deeper and deeper down the drain

Well my life is falling deeper and deeper down the drain…

Im doing bad in school… I overheard my parents talkign “secretly”. They thought I was asleep… They talked about my girlfriend and me. And how shes not pretty and im a loser. My mum met my girlfriend and she thinks shes “nothing special”. In other wrds she hink she isnt pretty enough. …my friends tell me the same thing. I don’t know im really confused about her. Most of the good looking girls in my school are outta my leaugue. And my parents htink the ones I can get rn’t pretty enough…fml My dad thinks im not gonna get pretty girls cause im notta jock. I luv sports im just not that great at them. When im playign with friends I do greeat. But when im on a team I don’t know I collapse under the pressure and just f-up. Plus my parents think im too skrwny. They think im annorexic. grr I used to be really chubby in grade school and I was a bit of a goody two shoes. Now im in highschool. I lost a lot of weight and now im “annorexic””. And I cnat get people to think of me in anyother wiegh then I was portrayed in grade school. All my friends go to amazing parties but of cours eim never invited.

So to sumup my pathtic exuse of my life..

1. im doing horrible in school
2. my mum and my friends thinks my girlfriend is ugly and I can do so much better
3. my dad thinks I cnat do anybetter caus eim not a jock… He thinks im a loser…
4. im have a f–ing eating disorder and my parents thiunk im skrwny 5)im a loser becuas ei was one in grade school.
5. no matter how much I luv sports im jsut not good at them…

My life is sooo mseessed and im soo depressed. Ii cant even talk to my parents about it cause I cnat admit I overheard them tlaking…

Anyadvice…anything to help me. I fell sooo low. Idnt know where I fit in these days and I don’t know what to do..

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