Should I cheat on my wife, if she does not want to make love?
If you think masturbating is frustrating now, just imagine the frustration of a guilty conscience thrown in there too. I would talk to your wife and let her know that you NEED sex to make you feel loved, attractive, and wanted. Just let her know that you can't live in a sexless marriage. Have her commit to you to have sex at least once a week.
nooo.never cheating is very bad.its just not cool.