they fantasize about it and yet i am terrified..
Haha you're not alone. For some reason, ever since I was a baby (4 year old) I remember I was scared of marriage. For me, it's mostly because I'm scared it'll go wrong. You know like the ceremony will be fine and all but what if I marry someone who's not right for me? Like someone who completely changes after marriage? That kinda thought haha. Now I just don't care much about it lol.
i think everyone thinks differently like for me i dont really care and i dont dream about how my weddings gonna be i guess some girls seem more excited about it and care more but im sure theres a reason why your scared could be the thought of just so many people that have there eyes on you or having to commite to that person for your whole life.... but im not sure
Not everyone dreams about their wedding. It's probably because you're just too young :) I definitely wouldn't want to get married now.
It is normal to have such ideas. May be you haven't meet your true love yet.