Ok so I like this dude & I just don't want to like him. I hate liking people because I know they will never like me. But I don't know what the hell happened I just started liking him so much, like I get idk butterfly's? I hadn't felt like this in sooo long. I get butterfly's in my stomach whenever I think about him it feels like a stomachache but worse ugh! We talk to each other everyday but I just didn't feel anything for him. The only reason why we talk is because he asked me to check out a library book because he owes money. So he asked me to get a book for him. So i did. & now he needs to renew it and he's been telling me he will bring it but he never does. He tells me that everyday. I know it's due like next week so I don't know why the hell he reminds me everyday. But I don't care because I get to talk to him. So him glad he reminds me everyday. But that's what we've been talking about. & a couple of days ago he sat next to me in lunch because his friends ditched him. So we talked about when the hell he'll bring the book & stuff like that. & since that day his friends ugh!!! They've been staring at me whenever he would come up and talk to me about the book. Like I feel soo damn insecure. And this girl he sits next to in class they always talk. & I have a class with her & Friday she was staring at me also. I get mad when they do that it's so weird! Like they know something about me? i dont know its just so annoying. So I guess he knows I like him & I think they are just making fun of me. I don't even want to find out if he likes me or not because I know the answer. I knew him since last year but we didn't really talk then I think he moved or something idk. But then I saw he was in class & he sat in the same row as me. Everyday we would write about something the teacher wrote up on the board. She would read them but not say the name. & I would pass mine up to the front. He would always read mine -_- at least he said I got good handwriting. & he said I'm good at art because he saw something I drew in art class. So yeah how can I get over him? I just have to stop liking him :( he's way too cute for me I'm too damn weird for him.
I have thr issue to were I get the feeling but Ik that I shouldn't like him! I'm still trying to get over him but I always see him! Anyways, I've tried this: Write down why you like him, really think about it and then throw/rip the paper! Also try not to look at him, don't talk to him as much and forget about his friends! Just make them disappear!! Good luck, it takes time to get over someone you like/love!
Ok well when I dont want to like someone I just find the worst things about them and get rid of all the good things. I hope I helped