Stereotyping?

Well, I really love my boyfriend but everybody including my friends think he’s weird. I know the reason why he acts the way he does around people, it’s the first reason why I liked him in the first place because he went through a lot in his life and it’s because of those that he understands me. And he’s different when he’s outside the school. I get embarassed around him at school but I do want to be with him. I hate his friends too because they’re just really weird, like those weird geeky guys in movies, but I dont want him to leave them..they’re his friends..I respect that. I dont want him to change either or I dont want him to take off his cloak. I dont want him to be like me who pretends to be supper happy and normal. I cant help but act weird to him though…at school, and I keep on pushing him away. I love him so much, and if I can I want to be with him every single minute. What sucks is, I think he knows what I really feel about him at school, I cant tell him though..his guess is true. And well, it was my choice to date him in the first place. And he really is cute, just perverted…but he’s in band so..lol. I asked some people who knows him, they said that he used to be the most popular guy in school but he became weird all of the sudden and all kinds of stuff..I know the reason why..I just dont know how to fix it. I dont want him to be preppy or popular..I want him to stay the same but I want the approval of the people around me without me telling them personal things about him and without me changing him. It’s bad enough that I’m way too short for him. T_t btw,I’m 4’11 and he’s 5/11 lol…I wish people stop caring about these stuff, so I wont get to act weird around him. It’s like when were at school my body rejects him.