Why do people have to be...I don't know rotten?

Well, guys- I’m better. I’ve been really depressed lately, but I took a good look in the mirror.

I didn’t like what I saw. I saw someone who was very angry…over nothing. Someone no one wanted to be around. Someone…who may actually have a purpose in life, but is still searching for her true self! LOL! So in other words- I have my “feelings” back! I have been so numb lately. I’m better, really. I don’t care what people might think of me.

The question is, though…why do some people have to be just plain rotten all the time?

I have a grandfather…not the one I live with but another one. One who has been given numerous chances at life, and still doesn’t appreciate it! He’s come back from many near death experiences, he’s had a heart attack, acute renal failure, a complete clot in his leg that almost cost him his life…and still, I just don’t like to be around him!

He’s always getting worked up over little things- causing his high blood pressure. He always wastes the afternoon drinking, rather than enjoying the fresh air or doing something with his family. And he always makes fun of people when HE needs to take a REAL good look in the mirror- kinda like I did.

So?? I really don’t expect too many answers for this. But please, if anyone out there knows the answer to why people get like that- and how to show him and people like him how to appreciate their lives and quit being rotten, I beg of you to tell me!!!

He’s a very caring person- I’ve seen that side of him many times! This isn’t just about him either, but for all people like him! God Bless!!! =) <3