Should I send him the letter?

Well from my last question about my two boyfriends. Well I broke up with david, the one in new york, and now I’m with jr. What happened was david found out about jr and then couldn’t get over what I had done to him and we broke up. He told me to forget about him and to leave him alone, but I don’t know.

I think I owe him the truth about everything between him, jr. And me. I already wrote it and it explains how hard it was for me to hurt him and what I felt for him and just the truth and everything. That I don’t expect him to talk to me or ever forgive me or anything such as that. I just think I owe him the truth and but it says nothing hurtfull towards him, it’s only an explanation.

I just don’t want him to hate me when he’s older and looks back on his life and remembers the girl the taught him mostly everything [I was the first girl he loved, I took his virginity [which was special to me, despite what anyone might thing. The fact that he gave me it is still special to me], and just a few other things].

All I ask of you guys, is whether or not I should send him the letter.