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Should I keep it to myself that my boyfriend's friend raped me?

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my b/f anthony is kinda violent when it comes to people hurting me and I was raped a year ago by his best friend. him his friend mike and I wer hanging out in anthonys basement one night and I started to feel sick so anthony ran to the store to get some medicine but I didnt want to go with him because I didnt want to move so mike said he'd stay with me while anthony ran to cvs. but as soon as anthony pulled out of the drive way mike started getting closer and closer to me and I told him to back off but when I started to get upset that he wouldnt leave me alone he got weird and started to try and pull off my pants and mike is like 4,000,000 times stronger than me and I couldnt push him off, and he raped me. when anthony got back and I looked really upset he asked mike what happed and mike said I dont know I went to the bathroom and when I came back she was like all upset. anthony has a history of getting violent with people who upset or hurt m so I was afraid the he would kill mike so I didnt say anything and now its been a year and I'm starting to wonder if I should have told anthony or not. normally I wouldn't be with a guy who was violent but he would never hurt me and I love him. I've hung out with him and his friend since that night he raped me and mike acts so normal like he doesnt even know what he did. I dont know what to do should I keep it to myself forever and never say anything or should I tell him???