Psychokinesis

let me ask you something why does holy water work (hint its not god) or is it that in fear someone turns to it and believes in it and giving it the power to cast away what they fear. then is it god or the person believing who is destroy what they fear( or dont understand) or is all the culminated minds of Christianity that they can cause miracles through a process they are completely unconscious to but are doing it them selves and not god im not say ing god doesnt exist thats another argument but I gave up in the meaning of that word “believing” because I no longer blindly selflessly trust( it can be very powerful) because why would you do that when you can know I know there is consciousness were if you know you can do like your next test any kind of test any real big that really matters this is what I did I took a test t get into a very prestigious high school and the results didnt come back for a while but I said to myself I didnt even have to say it I knew it that I past . its not easy to under stand to know but if matter is just a different form of energie than what else could energie form (minds) if electrons are just vibrations in the electron field and so are Quarks(stuff protons and nuetrons are made of) then whats keeping then from coming in and out of existance poping and out billions at a time and if so what is space it self made out of what about time . im wont confuse you any more but try this just sit there in your shower and turn out all the lights to any willing to try why do we frame the dark as evil and terrible cause tell you it can be most mysteriously intreging just try it and this alchemical meditation imagine you in a sphere you just slowly melting away into liquid at the bottom and then evaporating into gas all the way to the top and condensing and dripping back into your self as a liquid at the bottom and repeat because to something else you must know how to move yourself right.