Should I stop talking to both of them?

okay this is a long story ill try to make it s short as possible.. okay so like this guy named jose in 10th grade i liked alot but im in 8th grade me and him wouldtalk alot on and offf like we would talkk for like 2 wekk straight then stop for about a month thenstart again and stuff like that ive only see ihim like 3 times in real life i only know him because he and my sister go to the same high school so ya… but idk this oncoming year i will be a freshman(9th) and he will be a jr (11th) grade and he says im too young but i tell him why does it matter you know..im 13 hes 16 but im very mature for my age and i dont look 13 EVERYONE!! tell me i look likke 15 and i really do.. so he said i woulldmaybe go out with me in highschol but then again heslike ur to younge and when his friends found out he talked to me they were like haha r kelly and they gave him a hole bunch of shit about it annoying sooo ya and then he started saying stuff like why do u like me soo much u dont even no me!!..that much and we have never really hung out.. :[ so i was like i know but i like u because ive been talking to him oover myspace for quite a while u know :]] and when ever i talk to him i get sooo happy XD but hes like w.e so i started talking to his ccousin (kevin) saying like talk to him ffor me convince him to like me and he was like my cousin jose is so stupid for not likeing u so one day at school kevin jokeing with jose was like when u gonna go out with anna!! (me)jose was like WTF i dont like her!!anna isstupid for like me !!!!! and stuff lilke that kinda mean so that night when i talked tokevin he toldme what jose said about me and i got soosoososo sad :( bt i still really like him but me and joses cousin ricky started talking he would always tell me ur soo pretty and u to good for my cousin neways hes ugly too and stuff to make me feel bettrer but now his cousin kevin like me and hes sweet but not as good looking as jose idk!! kevin likes me now alot and ii guess its my fault for talking to him soo much on the fone and we did kinda go on a date butt i dont know i still likejose!! when kevin kissed me i swearrr i imagined it being his cousin jose :*( i feel so guilty i dont know wat to do were not going out or anything but we act like we are he always callls me and he calls me baby but i dont want to like him… !! but i doo sorta biut i like his cousn josE!! but his cousn jose.. doesnt like me :( but jose the one i like is kinda the type of guy who only goes outwith gurls for a month and is like watever.. kevin..isnt he s looking for agirl to stay true to and recently got out of a bad relationship and im the second gurl hes ever reallylike he says im “diifeerent” ughh wat do i do!! idont want to be f#%&$ up and say u know i like ur cousn not u!! but ..+ when i told him i wasnt sure if i liked him he got so depressed and so sad … soo wat do i do imm so confused should i just not talk 2 either of them orr wait till school starts again ot wat .. WAT DO I DO!!!(THANK YOU IF YOU ACTUALLY READ THIS ALL) :]