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My stupid father, how to get the courage to talk to him?

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Tjis message is super llong but please read it and bear with me...

My dad is an alcoholic, smoker, and a drug addict... when he lived with us I didn't know it, my mom just barely told me and I can't stand him anymore... I hate him... (not a minor hate, a TRUE hate) he's beaten my mother, he's lied to me and my siblings to try and earn our love back and to try and turn us against my mom... I dont know what to do, I am crying right now... I hate this stupid feeling... the only times I remember truely crying was over my dad and hs stupid mistakes, I feel completely worthless to him...I feel like he loves drugs more than me... if he didnt, why did he beat my mother, lie to us, and start drugs in the first place? that's not my question... I just want to know, how can I get over my dad and build up the courage to talk to him?