Missing my mother?

Well, since I’ve been having family problems ever since I moved out, and I had to put a personal protection order against my father because he was doing allot of fondling, touching, ect, I’ve been wanting to speak to my mother again since I last spoke with her last winter. But, I’m afraid if I called her again, she might start being harsh with me. She knows I’m doing fine and going to college, but, I really miss talking to her. I want to call her to ask her how her health is and so forth, but, I don’t want her to bring up what my father did she claims he didn’t do any of the things he did back in 2005. Now that I ‘m 23 and living on my own, I still consider my mother fair when it comes to listening to her opinions. Even though I said harsh things about my family, I still love them and everything. They brought me here to the U.S. from China at age 5 turning 6, I’m greatful for that. I also have a disability which is a visual impairment and been blind since birth, I don’t let that get to me. But, I’ve been treated like a nobody as a teenager and part of my young adult life until I moved out. Even though my mother favors one of my sisters, I still love her. Should I have the courage to call her? or wait? I really miss her and I’ve been thinking about her lately. If you all could give me some feedback as to how to deal with this, I’d greatly appreciate it. Thanks