Maturbation or sex?

I’m sure there are other people that feel the same way you do. This is tricky I think. You say your hubby is hot and turns you on, so why do you think it is that you would rather masturbate? Do you like the type of feeling you get (like is the orgasm better)? Do you like just being alone? Have you tried doing some masturbation with your hubby? Sometimes that turns them on. You can guide him or maybe he would like to see how you use your toy on yourself. I would try incorperating him in, just to try something new and maybe you two can get through it together.