Love is a scary thing!!!

What if your spouse is emotionally killing you on the inside. That you know that you are a good person and deserve better. No matter what you try to do it just doesnt matter to him. Then you stayed even after you found out that he had cheated on you with your best friend because you were scared to leave. Then your first love come into your life and tells you everything is going to be okay and that he would go to the ends of the earth for you. I love my husband and do not wish him any bad. I would wish him the best in life no matte what. I am just tired of getting stomp on. Every morning my first love calls and tells me he loves me. Something I dont get from home. I am not the type of women to hurt anyone because I have been hurt before and it is not a good feeling what do you do then?

Be honest and stop betraying your husband. You are a married woman - have enough respect for your husband to be honest with him and not be talking to an old love behind his back. How would you feel if you found out he was doing that to you? He doesn’t deserve that kind of treatment.

Honestly, you dont sound happy with your marriage and it sounds like you are looking for a way out. End it before you hurt him anymore.