What to do when I'm in love with my ex, not my boyfriend?

so me and my 2 year- relationship boyfriend broke up about a month ago , I decided to let it go since I used to beg him and cry to sleep every single night when we broke up, because this time he broke up with me as well, I began to go out, party lparty, gettin drunk I really had fun this short time but then he found out and began buggin me about this, he said he didnt leave me to make my life even worse and he was just “testin me” to see how far would I go, but now, I have a new boyfriend, I already slept with him, I know it was the biggest mistake I ever did, but even tho I regret there’s nothing else I can do, he cries because of everything that happens to me I guess he already fell in love and I feel bad because im really NOT in love, my ex calls me evernight sayin that he loves me and he doesnt care about my new one because he knows I dont feel anything toward him, I told him to stop gettin into my bussines and he said he never going to leave me alone and that am never going to be happy with some other guy… I still feel something for me I mean .. a lot but I cant forgive him for everything he has donet o me my mom and dad hate him because he had some private photos and like he was really mad he posted on some page I ANT FORGIVE HIM BECAUSE HE SLEPT WITH MANY GIRLS WHILE HE WAS WITH ME HE MISTREATED ME AND EVERYTHING but I really WONT PUT HIM IN JAIL, IM 17 HE’S 22… I dont want to hut my other boyfriend’s either.. IM REALLY CONFUSED… oh and my current boyfriend and me live far away im in new york ( where he lives) only for vacation, im goin bak home like in 2 days to massachusetts… im REALLY REALLY CONFUSED…