I want to be someones bella... sorry its long

yeah I know, I sound obsessed even by my username as I probably am, I have posters the books (two copies of twilight) 2 copies of the movie companion (by birthday accident lol) and I plan to get loads of merch when im in america, I even got my dvd today. anyway thats not it, I am jealous of the intense love bella and edward have,I dont even want edward I want that love, I just wanted to know if you have ever had that love before? and I want to know why I havnt felt that way about anyone before, I have only got stupid with guys when I got drunk once at a party and I regretted it, I never want a boyfriend in highschool (I have 2 months left) or until im older because I know it wont last and I never felt so strongly about someone so I see no point in it, I’d love a boyfriend now if I felt strongly aboutvhim , there was one guy I had a lot of chemistry with but he was too good a friend and I didnt wanna mess that up and now I missed my chance and I know wouldnt have worked out because I may be moving to america in a year or so , help me I need ..I dont know what I need please jsut give me advice I have never felt loved the way bella does not even by my family im the ‘problem child’ even though all I do is get good grades and help out and with my friends most of the time I feel that they are only my friends because they are friends with my twin too, im not even that pretty im what I would call a butter face (everything BUT the face)

Answer #1

omg I know EXACTLY how you feel but I have no answer for once just keep searching. maybe u’ll find someone in america,your still yung.&maybe I’ll find someone in cali.

Answer #2

I met him ( gary) when I was 15 , he said he knew right away I was the one , when I turned 16 I knew it too. We were in love , crazy couldnt be away from eachother love. we were going on our 3rd year together when everything changed. I had a friend ( a boy , vince) but he was my best friend and I always knew I kinda liked him but when gary came along I forgot sny feelings that I had for him. He hadnt forgotten and when gary was away with his family vince made hes move. I was in a fight with gary so I gave in and we began to hook. Before we went to far I stopped it and kicked vince out. Vince then called gary and told him what had happened. When gary came back we talked but nothing was ever the same and we broke up. It killed me it still kilss me . But that love was that edward and bella love . It was intense , and passionate and crazy . I’ve always been the probelm child too I don’t think it has anything to do with it, when its right nyoull know it . you just have to take a chance and not be afaid . hope this helped srry its so long lol

Answer #3

I think every girl wants to be someones bella lol I know I do. to be that in love and know that nothing can come between that is the most amazing feeling in the world, I had that once, but I let him go…I wish I didnt, we were perfect, just like edward and bella…but yeah

Answer #4

I want to be somones bella to and I feel like it will never happen im 13 and I will admit I have never had a boyfriend pathetic huh I love guys dont get me wrong but for some reason they dont love me I think im kind of pretty but im not obnoxius or anything their have been some guys that I think did like me like before I recently moved to a school on my last day this one guy just couldnt stop hugging me!! I hope one day I will be somones bella.

Answer #5

im in the first four months of a “bella and edward” relationship. we are starting slow, and its amazing.. since we just took it slow it is going so much better than any other relationships I’ve ever been in. im so happy, and it is a great feeling to know that nothing will seperate you. its a good sence of security.

just dont give up any chances you have, its good to try. what do you have to loose? =)

Answer #6

princesss im 16 and havnt had a boyfriend yet either lol

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