I Want My Boyfriend Back!

Well, last night my boyfriend broke up with me. He and I have been through a lot together in the past year and two months.

Well, right now, he’s actually away working on a houseboat with two old people right now, and I only get to talk to him through e-mail. He wont be back home until the end of the summer, so I still have a month to think about everything and get him back. I just need some help in doing so. I’m not giving up on him. I love him to death, and I’d do anything for him.

I’ve taken this realtionship forgranted, and I don’t want to do that anymore. I’ve been trying to change myself, and my ways, and I know that I’m becoming a better person. How do I make him change his mind? I know that if I just stop e-mailing him he’ll slowly forget about me, and I don’t want that. I want there to be something that I can say to him to make him rethink his decision about breaking up with me. I know we have a lot of history, a lot of good, and some bad, but that’s not anything to break up over. And I wont let this happen.

I don’t know if this makes sense, but I’ve been very suicidal and depressed about all of this, as this is not the first time he’s broken up with me. Help me get him back, please!!